am I ever?

I sit here wondering if I am ever gonna get my truck done... it pisses me off that people are always hogging my father... Saturday's are his day off and I wanted to get lots done yesterday an all I had was 45 min to work on it and got a hole in the floor... thankfully dad is putting his foot down (mostly) and we are gonna push hard today to get the t and t case up into my truck today!! hopefully get close with the clutch pedal too... it's been so aggravating lately not being able to get it worked on because I only have a month and 6 days to get my new clutch completely broken in... I gotta do lots of driving

life in general has been pretty good,kinda frustrating when I want to go out and do stuff with Lee and both of us are broke... but all in all its good. I'm also very excited for 22 weeks and 3 days!!!! I'm also Savin up for a pretty big tattoo the month!! gonna be awesome at least until my parents see it... lol but yeah hope to go snowboarding at least once this next month!! that's about all i can think about what's been going on lately... oh job search is still crappy... waiting for calls is frustrating me I think I'm gonna go turn in some resumes and see if that makes a difference... or maybe just wait it out for 4 months then go to school for two weeks then get hired at a bar :D anyway best be getting on my truck laters y'all!

being forced?

it seems that today is bullshit... thought Melinda was gonna be all cheery and nice all day... nope wrong thought. all was good until about an hr ago... we were switchig with the radio I was runnin the machine with country playing and then she was runnin and had Christian music on... I go back to running machine and just turn off the music... as not to be rude about putting country back on cuz she 'hates' it... so after 15 min she comes over and turns it back on... I don't want to piss her off more by turning it to country or turn it off but I'm not in the mood to currently listen to light airy music... kinda pissing me off!! erg I just wanna tell her to back off... whatever another hr and 45

lacking funds

hmm thats never been new.. there is always something that i would love a little extra spending money on! like, truck stuff, random shopping trips, a new wardrobe..tattoo, hair stuff,  food, yeah lots of things.. not really necessary but it would be nice to have.. i also have a lot on my mind lately, im working on changing jobs, im probably going to part time with dad and part time at a starbucks, ( if i ever get around to calling them) then full time for them. its a step in the direction im taking for a career, bartending, mixing drinks that sort of thing :) im really excited to start the next chapter in life, it jsut sucks that lack of money and my lack of legal age are slowing me down.. i want to get going on becoming a bartender, so far mom and dad are taking it alright, moms kinda wary of the idea of career choice, but its waht i really want to do. and i know im gonna love doing it!! hmmm im never patient enought for things in life, and then other things go zooming by and i wish for the old times back... back when money wasnt an issue, when i could take off for the weekend and head to the beach and not worry about spending too much on fuel or little knick knacks.. i at times wanna go back to the care free days of childhood, but then i look at where i am now and really appreciate where i am and whats going on now with my life... i dont know whats in store for me or where im going right now, but im mostly content, beside the bills killing my paychecks haha, night yall !! see ya round!!