the dream

so I went to bed last night and fell asleep and then this dream happened:

I was working on yard stuff over at my parents and Kalab was there... we were just hanging out and being chill and so badly I wanted to tell him what I was thinking, but as usual kept my mouth shut.we were working along and i dont know how we got to this point but there were a bunch more people around and we headed to bed, kalab was crashed on the couch i the living room and i was in the bedroom with some other people. i had to get up and go do something, dont remember what, then headed back into the house... i looked over at kalab on the couch and he poked his head up to see who came in the door, i waved shyly and headed for the bedroom. a little while later i heard these noises and got up to see what was going on. when i got to the living room i noticed kalab and someone going at it. i went over and yelled at him" what are you doing?!" he was like, what do you mean? i looked him in the face and yelled at him some more... "I LOVE YOU!!!, do you not see that? do you not see how much i care about you and you turn around and screw someone else? do i not mean anything to you??..." i walked off and went back to bed, huddled under the blankets and started crying... a few moments later.. i hear my name whispered by the door.."nicki?" i didnt respond, jsut tried to hold back the sobs. next i feel the blanket being moved as someone ( i assumed kalab) crawled onto the bed. he put his arms around me and whispered to me. "i didnt know, i guess i didnt see how you felt about me, im sorry..." he jsut held me as we fell asleep. the next morning i woke up and he was no where to be found.. no one was.. i looked around the room and saw a note. ' meet me at the mall in salem at 10' it was 9:15 i hustled to get dressed and drove to the mall. looking all over for him i finally spotted him and a friend of his in the food court. i walk over cautiously not knowing if the night before had happened or was a dream. he smiled and waved me over. i smiled back, regaining my confidence. we all sat and talked for a while about trucks then got up to go walk around the mall. i put my arm over his shoulders jsut for kicks and he wrapped his arm around my waist. a huge smile spread across my face as i realized that this guy was holding me as his. after a few hours we decided to head home our seperate ways. i went to give him a hug goodbye but he caught my face in his hands before i could close ym arms around him. he gazed into my eyes and leaned in for a soft gentle first kiss. fireworks exploded in my head and stomach. nothing had ever felt this way before. we wrapped each other in a hug and parted, the whole way home i couldnt stop smiling or thinking about what had happened or what else there was to look forward to the rest of my life. i just couldnt imagine the way it really happened how i wanted it to. with this guy that has everything that i want.

my buzzing alarm woke me up. but i had a smile on my face that was so nice to wake up to :)
anyway i suppose i should go back to working on other things.. jsut figured id write this down before i forgot it.