Stupid crazy life

Well my life has been so uninteresting an super boring... No one talks to me anymore, no one really cares, an I can never get anything I need accomplished. Guys are repulsed by me and nothing is going right in life... I've pretty much given up on all my dreams cuz they are so far away I'd be so shocked if they actually came true even halfway. I've been so depressed lately because of all the stress and I just want to give up, I won't but it sure hurts... Then there's all the things that I was a part of or important to me, but I guess I'm not important to them. I just don't understand what I did to deserve being completely abandoned...