I'm gonna leave

I don't know where I'll go but I want to get out if this shit hole, I want to start over an re-do my life... it's so fucked up and I'm so pussed with everything going on I just want to scream, I hate rules and what people say I can't do. this is shit!! I'm gonna move away and find me somewhere I can live my life how I want to. I'm gonna find me someone who loves me for me and treats me how I should be treated. I wanna go somewhere i can have a job of my dreams, have a ranch, and kids and be happy with life. I just wanna get away, I wanna leave this bad stuff and be free again, I feel so tied down with no one around to lift me up and help me push forward, I'm so stuck and so hurt. no one even realizes what a few little words can do to a person, I guess I get what I deserve tho right, because I am a horrible person telling the truth about my feelings, well go ahea and lie and make up excuses, I'm leaving the first hance I get and no one is gonna stop me. no one cares anyway...