Been a while

Well it's been a while since I posted anything so I figured I'd catch all 3 of you up... Not much great has been going in lately, I've been making some poor choices and have not had a lot of positives. I feel like I've lost most of my close friends and no one ever wants to spend time with me so I've been spending a lot of time alone. I feel pretty down in the dumps an haven't been myself, I'm wanting more tattoos so I can put the pain out there without the visible damage... I'm at a loss for what to do, anyway back to 'real life'