I frickin keep screwing it up... I don't see the difference between here and text tho... is it really that wrong of me to tell him I miss him?... I suppose it is, cuz it sure shuts down a convo in an instant... I just keep messin every little thing, I can't even have a decent talk with him without screwing it up.... I don't know what to do... I just wanna sit here and cry.. I miss him so much and I'm being shut out.
I want to be back in his arms, back in the security of his love,his personality and the way he puts things into words, I miss his jokes, his smile, his laugh, his beautiful blue eyes, I just miss him so freakin much... and yet I can't have him.. I can have anybody, I seem to just repel people I don't keep friends good, and I just mess things up, I'm a path of destruction where evere I go... for 7 months of my life I felt like I wasn't a complete wreck, I felt like I actually had a reason in this life, and now I am lost and stuck... I don't know what to do anymore, I just want some answers ... love you jess
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