memories and reminders

everywhere i go there is something or someone that reminds me of the past, reminds me what i had, reminds me what i want back. there is always that constant reminder of holding your hand, kissing your lips, and just touching your face. i jog around town and see you everywhere, not literally, but in the past, i see us, what we used to be, i go places and see us there too, what we used to do, where we used to go, all the times we had, everything that we lived for, it is all still there reminding me of what i want back, of what i miss. I so badly miss hanging out at your place, just sitting and watching movies, talking about nothing. I miss our drives to the beach, and the late nights at the drive in, the promise of being together forever. i miss holding you in my arms, i miss caring for you when you were sick, i miss everything about you. and everyday it comes back, something reminds me of a memory, and i go back, i cant get away from it, and it jsut makes me miss you that much more, it makes me want to be better than what we were before. I cant go 1 hour without thinking about you, you are everywhere i look, i cant get you off my mind, i miss you so much, and i constantly have to refrain from texting you that i love you, but i do, so very much and with all the pieces in my broken heart, i love you, now and forever. there is no lie in these words, i will always love you till the end of the earth, always without faulter, and without fear, you will always be a part of me. i want so bad to hold you and prove to you that we could make it work, i want so bad to walk up behind you and hug you until the world dissapeares, i jsut want to be with you, because you are everything to me, and all that i ever want.... i miss you beyond what words can describe and i love you so much more than there are seconds in a day. i love you , goodnight <3