my dream

I finally decided what I want to do... but I don't know how I'm gonna get it done.... 
I want a farm, not a little one but at least 100 acres, 50 head of cattle for food, some pigs and horses and some chickens, grow a garden that will completely support my family, a few fruit trees and a few hay fields, I want to become completely independent on a farm, with a cowboy of a husband that works hard to help get it all done, I want to make this dream happen, raise a family on the farm. I don't know how we would get the money, what job to help support it, where to find a land, I don't know how long it would take to establish it and keep it going, I don't know if it would even happen, but that's what I'm wishing for, now I'm just waiting on a dream...