choices

we all have choices to make everyday and recently a choice I have to make has become a huge one in my life, I don't know what I'm choosing yet, I'm letting the Lord guide me, but I do feel a pull to one direction for what's right. this has been incredibly stressful and hard for me, especially this time of year and everything going on, I don't want to Hirt anyone and idont want to lose anyone, I just want it to work out and be right. I want it to be real, I want to be good. I want to be able to live out my dream with someone I love and who loves me
for who I am, quirks and all. I'm trying not to make any rash decisions about anything just yet. this is very difficult on me and what brought this all up yesterday was one single song, it hit me an I almost was in tears, it took me back and made me think.... it was a sing I haven't heard in months and have tried to avoid but tw radio got me... it was the song Then, it took me back to all the memories I shut out, took me bak to everything we used to be and everything we had together... took me back and made me realize what I shut out, if you really want to change like you say you do and your blog portrays I feel like I can't not give you yet another chance... I'm not making any final decisions yet, but like I said I'm being pulled one direction... ... I don't know... but I'm gonna find out and make this right...