my dream for the (near) future

what i plan to accomplish is to finish out these last few months before my 21st with dad at work, then go to a two week class on bartending then find a decent job at a restraunt (most likely not just straight into the bar scene) work there for a while, build up some money so i can get credit and a loan to build my dream bar/club in the future. i really really want to make this happen, i dont know who will be by my side supporting me but thats up to God. i know its not my timing but Gods that will determine this but i would like to be married in the next few years (2-3) if possible, i want to start a family, yeah money will be tight with a business loan and family and everything but its what i want to do for a living, im gonna find a way to make this happen, i want it to be this way. i want to have this bar and run it how i like, and i jsut have to have patience getting there, i wish i knew how i was going to get there and who is gonna be by my side helping but i dont know., i really have no idea who... could be any number of people, maybe even someone i havent met... i dont know where im going i know im not giving up just yet until i have a deep convo with lee, but things are kinda iffy in my book right now.. he still thinks its smooth sailing... he doesnt see the storm brewing, the way he was raised work is more important than family, that just doesnt float my boat... some things are great other things i wanna confront him about and say hey, i disagree with you on this.. i really dont wanna lose the relationships and friendships with his friends and family that are really great, but if it doesnt work then it doesnt work! anyway i should get back to work.. not that im working hard today anyway... erg thats what is the worst about working for dad, there is never two consistent days with hrs.. its hit and miss and with the business struggling its hard on me... laters y'all!