why?

why is it that the moment you leave my heart sinks?
why is it that the moment I walk out the door I feel sad?
why is it I miss you so much when I only saw you yesterday?
why is it I feel so lonely when your not by my side?
why is it I feel lost with out you holding my hand?

I know why, its because you hold my heart, you hold my soul, and you fill me up with your love and I come alive! When I'm around you I'm complete again. When you hold my hand, I never worry about being lost, I know you are here for me whenever I fall, and I never have to worry about being alone. When I was not yours to hold it felt wrong to be in their arms, it felt wrong to stay away from you. I wasn't living when I was away from you, I was dead to them and dead to myself, I was dead to you. There wasn't any spark of life in me, I was just going day to day, trying to survive on my own, trying to survive without you. it wasn't what I wanted, nor what I needed, I needed you. When you hold me in your arms the world fades away and you're all I see. Your love wrapped around me will never disappear.  When you are around me I am vibrant and full of life and love. I will never leave you, you know this, the past was the past and we are living in the present :) I love you Jess, forever and always <3