ranting and raving

ok so right now i TOTALLY wish it were summer!! i really miss those hot sunny days where you could just kick back and do nothing. sit around with your friends and live for the moment.. those days were the best!! i really wanna go to the fair right now i dont know why but i really want to lol. just the atmosphere, and smells :D i miss the warm drive ins, sitting in the grass, jogging, beach days, and just talking about endless truck things :D i cannot wait for this summer to arrive!!! i wanna make the most of it this year!! i want it to be a blast!! ok so im totally very talkitive right now and i got no idea why , i jsut am lol.. so yeah im excited for saturday!! getting the 'love' tattoo on my hand!! woohoo!! yeah im just in a crazy mood.. cant really be explained.. kinda a warm fuzzy estatic butterfly-y hyper, impatient, happy, crazy mood!! i want so much to happen right now, but i gotta have patience and let the cards fall when they do.. and that for me is SO hard right now!!! but yeah back to the beginning i want the sunshine to be here, i want triangle lake to be here, i want to relive those memories from the past, i want to revisit summer of '09 but do it better!!!! i really want to make the most of life!! and i wanna do it with those i love by my side!! :D i feel like ive been missing out for a while.. and i dont like that feeling... it wasnt a good one... i cant wait to see what is in store for this coming year!! :D ... *sigh* i should quit ranting and raving.. but thats what a blogs for right? filling it up with all youre thinking?? yeah anyway all y'all prolly wanna stop reading and get back to your lives.. so i guess ill quit typing now... ok now... hahahahahaha lol.. yeah laters y'all LOVE YA!!!
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