*pulling out hair*

I have so much on my plate right now i have no idea where to start. Jess, John, Daniel, College, fire department, work, friends, appartments, Andrew, it jsut keeps building and i dont know what to do, i really feel like im gonna explode, oh and i have a bacherlorette party to plan, and buy stuff for, and i have no money until the 6th maybe, then its only 10 days after and im freaking out, i jstu have no idea what to do, i feel like i need to jsut step back and hide for a month, but i cant do that , i need to face things, but that hurts too, i jsut dont know where to start or how to work stuff out, i wish things would jsut cooperate around here... *sigh* cant i jstu have a day where everything goes right for once, oh and i need to get my truck worked on and finished, and a wedding to go to, and guns to buy, and a placve to go shooting, and horse stuff and i jsut i dont know.. can i cry now?