surprised!

ok on the way home today from chilling in fall city at the creek, i get a text from jess, "hey what are you up to?", ~headed home you?~ " not much, just seeing if you wanted to go to taco bell, im freakin starving"... *schock*.. so yeah i jsut about had a heart attack.. this was the first time since Jan that he's actually tried to do somethin as friends.. without it jsut being, hey help me move this... it was weird but nice at the same time.. i wish it would have been for other reasons, but it was nice just to catch up a little, share some stories and stuff.. but gosh i freakin miss him... it was nice to finally see him after about a month... its just like he can only take so much of me in a month or something.. tho he did offer to take me, ryan and dad shooting soon :D i havent since october and i so miss it.... but yeah.. it was really nice to hang with him.. tho it brough back some old memories and stuff... gosh i miss that so much.. so i guess tonight im gonna lay in bed and play the what if game again...and i wish i coulda.... *sigh*.. *breaths in remainder of memory of being in his truck* .. i know im a dork, but i miss the way he smells, if that isnt too creepy, .. whatever bed time... night