a little laugh

today was horrible as was yesterday, i dont know why things are so rough lately, but they have been really hard, holding back the tears as much as i can.. its hard not to spill on minnie, but im doing it... and its even harder when she is constantly talking about her wedding.... anyway John invited me to play some basketball with him, and that really helped, cept i couldnt make a basket worth crap, i finally laughed a little bit : / anyway.. i think i shall go cry myself to bed... since life is crap.....