tears

i really wanna jsut break down and cry, i dont know what to do or feel at all anymore lately, i jsut wanna cry and have it be all better, i wanna be back in his arms telling me its all ok and that i never have to worry again, i miss his voice and his hugs and his kisses and i really miss his smile, his old smile, the one where i would do something and he would crack up, more like a smirk, i havent seen it in forever, i miss him so much, i just want to cry...