Dreaming again

Well it seems i cant get him out of my head had a wonderful dream last night tho... "i was walking in the park and saw someone sitting on the benches, it was jess, he was crying so i walked over and sat next to him, didnt say anything just sat there.. he leaned over and cried on my shoulder, i put my arms around him and asked what was wrong. he started by saying she doesnt love me, i was confused so i asked who.. he said my girlfriend, she jsut walked out the door today and said she couldnt take it anymore adn that she never really loved me, even though she told me that she did everyday... i just hugged him close and let him cry there.. after a bit he dried his eyes and looked up at mine, then said, you know what? i was wrong. i asked about what.. he said "you" i asked why he said that he always did love me and he just felt that he couldnt be open about things cuz i used to be so innocent. he said that nobody loves him, and i corrected him saying both me and God do, and so does his mom, he looked down at the ground not saying anything for a while, then finally looked up and said, can we go to my house?.. i said sure, we walked hand in hand to his place, sat down on his bed and just talked about everything that had gone on since we were apart, he stopped me and said i have something to show you, he got up and found a little folded piece of paper with 2 words on it, Love Forever, written in two sizes with lots of detail, it was clear he spent a ton of time on it, i asked what it was, he said drawings for tattoos, he then looked at me and said, i was wrong, will you please be with me again? i told him of course, and he said, when do we wanna get these? i didnt think he was serious, so i said tomorrow, he said ok then, walked over and kissed me, then we just layed in each others arms for the rest of the evening talking about the future, and our goals in life, i asked where i was supposed to get the tattoo and he said, he wanted his across his bicep and i could put mine under my arm about where my bra strap runs, thus hiding it from the parents, he leaned in to kiss me again and i woke up... "
these are about what i keep dreaming every night, just how he keeps saying he was wrong and that he wants me back.. it kills me every time i wake up... but i cant stop thinking why do i keep dreaming all these things if i didn't want them to happen, i just cant get him out of my head no matter what, and it gives me hope that maybe someday he will see what i am and change his mind about me.. until then i am jsut waiting, dreaming, wishing..